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Tuesday, November 30, 2010
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Monday, November 15, 2010
Life
When you find the person you want to spend the rest of your life with; you want the rest of your life to start as soon as possible.
- unknown
Sunday, November 7, 2010
Friday, November 5, 2010
Monday, November 1, 2010
The Blog of My Daughter
Posting on my blog…
Today I was looking at Facebook. Something I would like to be able to do everyday, but some days are filled with to much. While looking it was discovered that my daughter started a blog of her own. Below are a few of her words that stood out. May me stop and ponder what she was saying.
“How much do you know about them?” and “For me, I'll admit it, I'm scared. Fear is the very thing that is keeping me from telling others what's truly wrong in my life. And it's the same very thing that is keeping me from asking others what's wrong in their life, and truly driving to find out if I can help.” (Read the whole blog at Jubilee's Blog)
Good job, Sweetie.
Mom
Today I was looking at Facebook. Something I would like to be able to do everyday, but some days are filled with to much. While looking it was discovered that my daughter started a blog of her own. Below are a few of her words that stood out. May me stop and ponder what she was saying.
“How much do you know about them?” and “For me, I'll admit it, I'm scared. Fear is the very thing that is keeping me from telling others what's truly wrong in my life. And it's the same very thing that is keeping me from asking others what's wrong in their life, and truly driving to find out if I can help.” (Read the whole blog at Jubilee's Blog)
Good job, Sweetie.
Mom
Tuesday, October 12, 2010
Blogs - UNDER CONSTRUCTION
*giggles*
I suppose at times I should not have so many blogs, the theory was that one would hold Second Life stuff and another would hold stuff that would be more public in nature. A sight that I would not really care if my family saw. I found I have two more that I had forgotten about. One very old one I redid and started something there too. I am still not sure how to organize things or what to use the different posts for. Please be patient while I work it out.
I suppose at times I should not have so many blogs, the theory was that one would hold Second Life stuff and another would hold stuff that would be more public in nature. A sight that I would not really care if my family saw. I found I have two more that I had forgotten about. One very old one I redid and started something there too. I am still not sure how to organize things or what to use the different posts for. Please be patient while I work it out.
Monday, September 20, 2010
Quote
This morning this comment was made to me. It was good so I wanted to share it with you.
"We can only be responsible for that which we have control."
-- Talley
"We can only be responsible for that which we have control."
-- Talley
Thursday, September 16, 2010
The Lost Art of the Handwritten Words
The books begin again, these handwritten notes of life. While knowing that I could use a computer and be a lot faster, it is in moments when one must slow ones self and measure of silence can be found. Someday they maybe found anew. For now, they are my thoughts written for me; later when I have dies and gone from this world may others find them entertaining. THIS IS NOT MEANT TO BE ACCURATE OR COMPLETE. IT WILL BE ONE SIDED AND FULL OF EMOTION. Nothing that is to held against anyone. Keep that in mind as you read these pages and the words that they contain.
Slow your mind and write your thoughts with a pen and paper.
Slow your mind and write your thoughts with a pen and paper.
Wednesday, September 15, 2010
ABOUT TO CHANGE
You know that moment right before it begins to rain or the moment just before the wind changes direction. You notice the quiet and the air seems to hang. Rather as if the world had just took a deep breath and it will start spinning again. Nevertheless, just now everything holds for just pause to prepare for what lies ahead. What ever is out there in front you will see soon. You may not know what or how things are going to change just that they are.
It is in this moment, that one little moment that I find myself. The preparation for the events, which lay out in front of me like a path that you just are not able to see yet. The unknown way you will do. The only thing that you know for sure is that it will not be like what it is right now. Some decision or event is about to change everything in most likely a way you have never though of.
There is no way to prepare for the moments that will follow. All that you are able to do is hold still and take that deep breath with the rest of the world right before it takes off again. There is that unknown path with the twists and turns that lies out there before me. Hidden in the fog there is a change coming.
This is usually the time in which I panic and try so hard to stay right were I am. There I am not moving, frozen in the fear of the shift that I am unable to prevent. Not knowing if it is a good thing or a bad thing, I have always feared that it would be the bad. To many time in my life the turn has been something that I do not want, something bad that I cannot change. I find that I am no longer the eternal optimist but I wait for the hit with something new that will hurt and tear my heart apart opening the old wounds once again.
The hope I once had of a happy future now just waits for the end. The will come a time when the pain will no longer hurt anymore. Yet I want to believe there is good coming. Surely, with so many bad turns odds are that there is something special hiding in the fog just out of sight.
Then is comes the rain pours down and the wind shifts to blow once again. Bracing yourself again what is coming you stand facing the wind. Prepared as much as you are able to be, ready to meet this new thing head on.
Do you see it yet? What is it? Where does the path go? Tell me… what is coming?
(Note: repeated after some edits on another site.)
It is in this moment, that one little moment that I find myself. The preparation for the events, which lay out in front of me like a path that you just are not able to see yet. The unknown way you will do. The only thing that you know for sure is that it will not be like what it is right now. Some decision or event is about to change everything in most likely a way you have never though of.
There is no way to prepare for the moments that will follow. All that you are able to do is hold still and take that deep breath with the rest of the world right before it takes off again. There is that unknown path with the twists and turns that lies out there before me. Hidden in the fog there is a change coming.
This is usually the time in which I panic and try so hard to stay right were I am. There I am not moving, frozen in the fear of the shift that I am unable to prevent. Not knowing if it is a good thing or a bad thing, I have always feared that it would be the bad. To many time in my life the turn has been something that I do not want, something bad that I cannot change. I find that I am no longer the eternal optimist but I wait for the hit with something new that will hurt and tear my heart apart opening the old wounds once again.
The hope I once had of a happy future now just waits for the end. The will come a time when the pain will no longer hurt anymore. Yet I want to believe there is good coming. Surely, with so many bad turns odds are that there is something special hiding in the fog just out of sight.
Then is comes the rain pours down and the wind shifts to blow once again. Bracing yourself again what is coming you stand facing the wind. Prepared as much as you are able to be, ready to meet this new thing head on.
Do you see it yet? What is it? Where does the path go? Tell me… what is coming?
(Note: repeated after some edits on another site.)
Wednesday, September 1, 2010
Companion/Magistrate
One of my favorite things these days is going into a virtual world and traveling in the Gorean sims. Among these sims I am the Magistrate of Fina, a true honor and challenge. Thankfully I have earned the respect of a fair number of the men in the City.
Monday I because the High Magistrates companion. It was a short celebration, but with the Magistrates schedule it was hard to get that much time in. The Head Scribe was available so we quickly had a small service. There was the three of us and the one witness which is all that is required. We drank the wine and it was so. The Magistrate has shown himself to be a very wise man and I learn a lot from him. Unfortunately that schedule has taken him away from Fina to many times.
To this I have discovered that I am the main Magistrate and have had to handle a number of things that I had not anticipated. Walking between two fighting warriors would rank as one of the top things I don't ... yet do enjoy. Every day that I have been in those kind of situation and walked away with my head still attached and no collar around my neck I feel that has been a good day.
Unfortunately the way that things went we were unable to go to Sais. I do hope we are able to do that soon and I would like to see my friend Lotus and renew discussions with the Magistrate of the city.
The day ended with the High Magistrate being called off for a discussion with one of the warrriors. Thankfully I was not excluded and appreciated that gesture from the High Magistrate since I am on more often and handle most of the work load. This is a puzzling case though because the data of proof was from back on the 15th, over two weeks old. Why was it brought forth now.
The other matter, Murat has taken away and is dealing with it so I will need to follow up with him as to what happened. This will work out well because I do need to get back to him about the civil guard for the city.
Life as a Magistrate rarely slows. Besides that there were visits from friends. So it was a pleasant evening.
FYI: It is fun being mistaken for a lawyer.
Monday I because the High Magistrates companion. It was a short celebration, but with the Magistrates schedule it was hard to get that much time in. The Head Scribe was available so we quickly had a small service. There was the three of us and the one witness which is all that is required. We drank the wine and it was so. The Magistrate has shown himself to be a very wise man and I learn a lot from him. Unfortunately that schedule has taken him away from Fina to many times.
To this I have discovered that I am the main Magistrate and have had to handle a number of things that I had not anticipated. Walking between two fighting warriors would rank as one of the top things I don't ... yet do enjoy. Every day that I have been in those kind of situation and walked away with my head still attached and no collar around my neck I feel that has been a good day.
Unfortunately the way that things went we were unable to go to Sais. I do hope we are able to do that soon and I would like to see my friend Lotus and renew discussions with the Magistrate of the city.
The day ended with the High Magistrate being called off for a discussion with one of the warrriors. Thankfully I was not excluded and appreciated that gesture from the High Magistrate since I am on more often and handle most of the work load. This is a puzzling case though because the data of proof was from back on the 15th, over two weeks old. Why was it brought forth now.
The other matter, Murat has taken away and is dealing with it so I will need to follow up with him as to what happened. This will work out well because I do need to get back to him about the civil guard for the city.
Life as a Magistrate rarely slows. Besides that there were visits from friends. So it was a pleasant evening.
FYI: It is fun being mistaken for a lawyer.
Tuesday, August 17, 2010
Backache
Yesterday was not doing so well. Woke with back pain and ended up staying home on a heating pad. Not the best way to spend the day.
Thursday, August 5, 2010
Dry Cleaning
Back before summer I sent my raincoat in to the cleaners and three times it has come back without being water repellant. What good does it do to have it soak up the rain like a sponge. The man from the cleaners says that they will refund my money and the check will be here Monday. I am not going to hold my breath on this one.
Two Lives
Over the past few months I have been trying to figure out how to sort between my first life and my second life. When they are mixed together things can get confusing. Below there is a link to the other sight that I tried. While the lay out looks nice it is hard to work with. Check both places because I may go back and forth for a while. Happy reading.
Wednesday, August 4, 2010
Morning Rush
I got looking at The Wire and ended up rushing to get around in time for work. I grabbed my brown suit and went out the door. Turns out that my brown jacket has creases in it and I tried to get them out by getting the jacket wet. It does not appear to be working. Lets hope that I do not have to go anywhere I would need it.
I did put my hair back in a barette like the woman had said, but it feels odd.
I did put my hair back in a barette like the woman had said, but it feels odd.
Tuesday, August 3, 2010
Spiders & Kael
Over at Tabuk there was a few people there Blane was there and it was nice to see him again. Wash showed up after a while. It was hard to leave them and go see to the work in Fina.
When I arrived at Fina to take my walk around Az, the blacksmith offered to escort me around the village. It was a nice thing for him to do. When we got back near the courtyard there was an odd looking hole. Az got to close and the next thing you knew spiders were pouring out chasing us around and placing people in cacoons.
Tonight I saw Kael for a little while. Not much was said, but it was good to see him.
When I arrived at Fina to take my walk around Az, the blacksmith offered to escort me around the village. It was a nice thing for him to do. When we got back near the courtyard there was an odd looking hole. Az got to close and the next thing you knew spiders were pouring out chasing us around and placing people in cacoons.
Tonight I saw Kael for a little while. Not much was said, but it was good to see him.
Don's "on the way"
It is really beginning to get me that Don keeps saying that he is coming and when push comes to shove he still hasn't. it would seem that i am not that important to him. - You make time for what is valuable for you. If that is really what you want it will happen. - So he doesn't want me but just someone to be there? I know that I don't get it. The old actions speak louder than words... what are his actions saying? I actually sent it to him and asked what his are saying...Don's comment "They say i believe in you and me." How can that be? I am still here alone.
Seems like all those old fears are true. I will die old and alone. The only thing I am good for is sex and not even that all that well. No one wants to touch me, let alone live with me. I am even unable to find a slave to own that would. .... Someone will only love me if forced to. I responded "I am not even worth visiting for a day or two." No visit in a year. No promise ring to even say he is coming. No help with finances. Three pictures and two CDs of his sermons. Don's response, "U r worth way more than that".
Seems like all those old fears are true. I will die old and alone. The only thing I am good for is sex and not even that all that well. No one wants to touch me, let alone live with me. I am even unable to find a slave to own that would. .... Someone will only love me if forced to. I responded "I am not even worth visiting for a day or two." No visit in a year. No promise ring to even say he is coming. No help with finances. Three pictures and two CDs of his sermons. Don's response, "U r worth way more than that".
SL: Job Chart
Worked on a chart that would help show what each position would do. It took a while, but I still think that Nat will not go for it. Well I have got a good start. Need to divide up the civil laws and create lessons. Complete them and then they can go on to be a warrior.
To Do List additions
Been working on getting a few of the to do's listed in Google, though I am not sure why I am bothering since there is no such thing as a repeating To Do here. I guess it still stems from the desire to have everything in one place and not bits and pieces scattered all over the place. -- I may do more looking into the MobileMe site. That may meet my needs better than anything else I have seen. Though I become a fan of Google in most cases. I think that there is a fee for MobileMe.
Monday, August 2, 2010
Time with Kael
I got to spend time with Kael and it did not involve the workload. He spoke of how i was really the Magistrate for Fina and that I showed wisdom in how I was handling things. (I am not sure the Head Scribe would agree with him.) It is nice to know Kael is proud of me.
Talk included a conversation about Adeera and how I do not want her to be a Magistrate since I have seen nothing to show that Adeera would be an asset. The focus that I would like to have is on the Guardsmen and what we are going to do with them. So far we really have nothing set up. I do think it would be good for have a body guard for me. In the books I am finding that there were often two.
Talk included a conversation about Adeera and how I do not want her to be a Magistrate since I have seen nothing to show that Adeera would be an asset. The focus that I would like to have is on the Guardsmen and what we are going to do with them. So far we really have nothing set up. I do think it would be good for have a body guard for me. In the books I am finding that there were often two.
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